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Do You Like Bees?

by Mr. Softee

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1.
Flux 04:50
I'm tryin' But nothing's working I can't help feeling like a freak Everyone I know is fading And everyone I'll ever meet is dead Oh yea I'm living in my head, watchin' movies of the memories And they're playin' back in my dreams I'm screaming at you so loud I can't hear a thing So I've pieced together some made up story That I'm starting to believe So I lay out here Under all this snow I'm gonna freeze to death Out here all alone All I need is myself and the snow
2.
I started doing things I had never done before I had no idea why I was overcome with a terrible panic Then I looked at you Oh darling you use me up Till I've got nothin' left at all Tryin' to hold your hand As you pull it away from me I'm getting by well enough Though I fucking miss you I'm not too sure we can bring it back Oh I'm running out of steam You swear that you care about me baby But the way you treat me, that tells a different story And if it stays like this, I'll have to run away from you There's nothing left for me Tell me just one thing Tell me it would hurt you If I left you dear, right now
3.
No, pay attention to me Please, I'm not sure if I'm here or not Oh yea, I need your attention Oh yea, I need it to live Social isolation is my favorite activity And I would know that duct tape isn't all that good at... Shutting a mouth Turnstile,... please kill me. I can't wait Please kill me I can't wait to no longer have a reason to care Oh I can't wait to become completely invisible I wanna shave my head You will. You will find out...
4.
Not Very Fun 04:29
I'm not very fun I've got broken guitar strings poking out of my joints I don't like feelin' woozy Don't let my weighted points of view hold you down We all know how this goes and what you think What you think Oh I want you to be free Free from me Free from me Trying to dodge anxious thoughts Trying to hold onto some handle of hope You see I am not interested in Short term happiness It is not today but, tomorrow... In my eyes, there's some broken guitar strings Too much tension
5.
Pre 01:05
6.
I'm terrified of people Their bodies impeding on my own I'm trapped in my own skin I'm stuck in the places I'm in In the spaces that I occupy When the walls start closing in I don't wanna exist When my breathing becomes Heavy and irregular I can only run But I can never escape I have to wait Oh I have to wait I'm terrified of people Their crooked smiles Their piercing eyes The lies pouring out from their teeth Their ideas, emotions, and feelings All bubbling up to create something frightening A lonely soul And I'm one too But I don't wanna be
7.
Pink Dress 07:59
I am gonna travel 1000 miles In my pink dress Into the night Sleep in a parking lot See the sunshine girl Blushin' when you compliment me But I know you're a liar Stumbling into a diner Hair's a mess Sit down at a table with five chairs I'm sitting in every single one Every. Single. One. Calm me down Fleetwood Mac was playin' on the radio Reminds me of that bittersweet girl That girl The back of my hand Brushes up against some gum Underneath the table Old spit Outside the window The moon is high and shining Oh I remember that time I held your coffee Red clothes Whether or not I should forget you I don't know Oh I wanted to tell you about that dress at the goodwill At the goodwill
8.
My eyes stay glued My heart beating fast Would it be lame? If my lips touched yours? A conversation with you Holding your hand Black coffee Cigarettes The tar in your lungs Dying in front of me Oh baby I know I can see something Some kind of future in the inky black A glimmer of light. Oh nothing ties me down to the ground Oh no, I'm floating away My light shines And there's nothing around for miles It never comes back Oh I can't see a thing But I know you're here with me But you're a black hole Drawing me in Oh I can't get away Scream bloody murder At the top of my lungs I love you Yea I love you But stay away from me Stay the fuck away Oh I lay here in a grassy field All alone It's dark and it's cold I can't see anyone But I see a glimmer, a flame, a spark, a flash I know just one thing Yea I know that morning's coming soon Morning's coming soon I can't even see myself anymore I'm through saying words Done indulging In the senses I lay in the dark To disappear completely...

about

This album wasn't really supposed to exist. Mostly recorded out of frustration and the fear of losing these songs to the unforgiving, cold stare of time, we put on our big boy boots and recorded the best material we could muster. If you get anything out of this, just let it be the will to create something of your own and share it with others. Don't be afraid to do everything by yourself.

Thanks to everyone who ever paid attention or came out to a show or said nice things to us. Big ol' thanks to anybody who ever let us play a show and helped us with everything that goes into this whole music thing. You know who you are and you're the best. Love you all

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released February 6, 2018

Vox/Guitar/Synth - Aaron Pekar
Drums - Devon Harris
Bass - Alex Flippines
Guitar - Austin Mashinski

Recorded, mixed, and produced by Aaron Pekar
Mastered by Paul Sinclair
Artwork by Devon Harris

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Casting doubt into the void.

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